My existence

Looking at my keyboard. Got lots of stuff in my mind but i dunno how to express it out.

People often says, show if u are sad, show if u are angry.

Actually, i always got confused with my sad thoughts and stopped thinking about it.

Some common qns always comes to my mind when i'm thinking should i be sad/angry.

Do i have any rights? But the thing dun really concern me right? Its just a small thing there is no need to S/A over it. It should be a misunderstanding right? and etc.

So the thing i'm sad about now, i dun really need to be sad right? I mean it happened a lot times before, shouldn't i already prepared to foresee this outcome everytime i try? Ya its normal, nothing to be sad about.